so the day before yesterday i had a mini binge on lots of cheese and also spinach. healthy foods, but it made me so freakin full and it didnt bring down any weight for my the next morning.
so yesterday i went on an apple/yogurt diet, eating only 2 apples and 2 yogurts.
this morning my weight was 129.5. by tomorrow i really want to get down to 128 and see that number.

i dont know if i am going to go out to eat tonight with that guy in my math class ive been telling you all about because he hasnt called me yet or anything, so im not sure if its going to happen tonight or this weekend but i really hope we do something.  if we go to sushi, then ill have very little, but i really want to spend valentines day with him, it would be nice, but im not sure because he hasnt called me and yesterday after class he didnt even ask to hang out this weekend, so i dont know whats going on. i dont want to call him, cause ive only known him for 2 weeks and it will make me seem desperate so im going to wait.

i really hope he calls <3 whatever im not going to wait for him, hes annoying me, uhg, boys, just call me damn it :/